Did u feel being on an auto pilot mode? This is exactly how i felt during the past few days, I tried to recall what happened exactly, but my mind goes blank sometimes. My aunt has died, she was tired, but this was not expected at all (duh ! what can be expected aslan in life?). My grandmother is heart broken, but she is a very brave and strong woman (i should write another post just for this amazing woman). We are all missing her. Pray for her.
أَلْهَاكُمُ التَّكَاثُرُ . حَتَّى زُرْتُمُ الْمَقَابِرَ . كَلَّا سَوْفَ تَعْلَمُونَ . ثُمَّ كَلَّا سَوْفَ تَعْلَمُونَ . كَلَّا لَوْ تَعْلَمُونَ عِلْمَ الْيَقِينِ . لَتَرَوُنَّ الْجَحِيمَ . ثُمَّ لَتَرَوُنَّهَا عَيْنَ الْيَقِينِ . ثُمَّ لَتُسْأَلُنَّ يَوْمَئِذٍ عَنِ النَّعِيم .
“The mutual rivalry for piling up of worldly things diverts you, until you visit the graves (i.e. till you die). Nay! You shall come to know! Again, Nay! You shall come to know! Na! If you knew with a sure knowledge (the end result of piling up, you would not have occupied yourselves in worldly things). Verily, You shall see the blazing fire (Hell)! And again, you shall see it with certainty of sight! Then, on that Day, you shall be asked about the delight (you indulged in, in this world)!”